This article offers step-by-step instructions for nine insight
meditation exercises, as well as a detailed explanation of mindful
eating, hints on dealing with problems such as wandering mind,
sleepiness, disturbing mental images, unpleasant emotions, and more.
The following exercises are not necessarily listed in order of
difficulty. Exercises suitable for beginners are noted. We generally
recommend beginners start with the rising and falling or hand motions
exercise. Basic walking meditation is also appropriate for beginners.
To start, choose one or two exercises and practice them daily.
Even after you gain more experience, you don't have to do all the
exercises. Practicing just one exercise consistently is more important.
If there's something you don't understand at first, please don't let
that daunt you. Although vipassana is a very simple method, many aspects
of meditation only become clear by actually doing it. The best way to
understand is to practice the exercises.
Although these Buddhist meditation exercises come from the traditions
of the Burmese teacher Mahasi Sayadaw and the Thai teacher Chao Khun
Bhavanapirama Thera, you don't have to be a Buddhist to practice them.
Vipassana is a non-secular method.
[Note: This information is not meant to substitute for the guidance
of a qualified instructor. Anyone serious about insight meditation
should eventually find a teacher who can offer individualized counsel.
In order to better understand some of the ideas presented here we
recommend reading the link: WHAT IS VIPASSANA?
Suitable Place
Find a place where you can sit comfortably, without interruptions,
for at least ten minutes. Although complete silence isn't necessary—or
even desirable—for insight meditation, the room should be free of
obtrusive noises such as music, television, constantly-ringing phones,
and nearby conversations. Even quiet talk can distract you because the
mind will try to understand the words.
On the other hand, background noises like the sound of traffic, the
bark of a dog or a ticking clock should not be considered hindrances,
and in fact can be legitimate objects of mindfulness. Don't wear
earplugs in an attempt to "soundproof" your practice.
If you meditate in the bedroom it's better to sit on the floor
instead of the bed, which may cause sleepiness. (If you are ill or
disabled, however, it is fine to practice in bed). Your sitting
meditation space doesn't have to be large. Even a walk-in closet will
do.
Clothing
Wear loose clothing if possible, and remove your shoes. Sometimes you
might want to practice away from home (at the office, perhaps) and you
won't be able to change clothes. But as long as you have privacy you can
loosen your belt, remove your jacket and footwear, and find a
comfortable place to sit.
Sitting Style
The following postures are suitable for sitting meditation: 1. Half
lotus; 2. Full lotus; 3. Cross-legged tailor fashion; 4. Legs bent with
one leg in front (Burmese style); 5. Kneeling on a meditation bench; 6.
Sitting in a chair.
The first pose, half lotus, is the one most often seen in the Buddha
statues of Southeast Asia. The legs are crossed and the right foot rests
on the left thigh. This position is appropriate for most meditators.
The next pose, full lotus, is only practical if you are very flexible.
The right foot rests on the left thigh, the left foot on the right
thigh.
Tailor fashion is less stable but easier than half lotus. Easiest of
all the floor positions is the Burmese pose in which the legs are bent
but not crossed. One leg lies in front of or "outside" the other. Both
legs rest on the floor but don't touch each other. If these postures are
too difficult you can sit on a chair or a meditation bench.
When using a chair, keep your feet flat on the ground and try not to
let your back touch the chair. If you need to change posture because of
discomfort, do so slowly and mindfully, observing the intention to move
before shifting the body. Whatever pose you choose should be comfortable
enough that you can maintain it without moving for at least twenty
minutes (unless you're practicing for a shorter time, of course).
When sitting on the floor it will help to use a cushion. The cushion
should be firm enough that it won't be compressed flat when sat on. The
ideal thickness is somewhere between two and six inches. You'll want to
experiment and find out what works best for you. Place the cushion under
your buttocks with your legs touching the floor. The legs should not
rest on the cushion. Elevating the hips takes stress off the neck and
back vertebrae and aligns the spine, which allows you to sit comfortably
for longer periods.
Regardless of which position you choose, don't let your back slump
too much. On the other hand, you shouldn't sit so straight that you
tense the body. Mind and body should feel relaxed, yet alert. Striking
the right balance between the two extremes will take some experimenting.
Think of tuning a guitar string: it should be just right—neither too
tight nor too loose.
Having found a comfortable position, put your hands in your lap, one
on top of the other, with the palms facing upward. Traditionally the
back of the right hand rests on top of the left palm. Don't clench your
hands. In all the exercises except walking meditation your eyes can be
either open or closed (in walking meditation your eyes must be open).
We advise beginners to close their eyes, which allows for easier
concentration. But sometimes concentration becomes stronger than
mindfulness. In that case opening the eyes may help disperse the excess
concentration and bring the two factors into balance again. Only
momentary concentration is needed for insight meditation. Occasionally a
meditator may experience disturbing mental images, in which case it may
help to open the eyes.
Now you are ready to begin meditating. Choose one of the following
exercises and practice it for at least ten minutes. Remember that all
physical movements, such as walking and moving the hands, should be
performed slowly, with continuous mindfulness. Shall we dive in?
Resolu
(Optional)
You may wish to make a resolution before each practice-session. Doing
so will help strengthen your determination. You can use your own words,
but the spirit of the aspiration should be something like this: "By
this practice of insight meditation may I reach the end of suffering.
May others also benefit from this wholesome action." Don't just repeat
the words. Really concentrate on the resolve for a moment or two.
Exercise 1: Rising and Falling
(Suitable for beginners)
(Suitable for beginners)
We recommend this vipassana technique for everyone. Adopt one of the
sitting postures. If you are disabled or have a chronic illness you can
do the exercise lying down.
If you choose a sitting position, place your hands in your lap, palms
facing upward, the right hand on top of the left. If doing the exercise
lying down, put your hands on the abdomen, one on top of the other, or
at your sides. Close your eyes.
Next, direct your attention to the abdomen, an inch or two above the
navel. Find the point that seems clearest to you. Don't actually look at
the spot. Just place your mind there. The point should lie along the
vertical midline of the body.
As you breathe in, the abdomen expands; as you breathe out, it
contracts. In meditation these movements are called, respectively,
"rising" and "falling." They never cease to alternate as long as you
live.
As the abdomen rises, observe the motion from beginning to end with
your mind. When the abdomen falls, do the same. That's all there is to
it. Just keep watching the rising and falling movements. You don't have
to do anything to them. Just know the movements without judging or
describing them.
If it is difficult to perceive the rising and falling motions, put your hand on your stomach in order to feel them clearly.
Instead of making a continuous loop, the rising and falling motions
are actually separate movements. Imagine a rock thrown straight up in
the air. When reaching the highest point the rock stops for a fraction
of a second before falling. Likewise, the abdomen stops rising for a
moment before falling back.
As you do the exercise, restrict your attention to what is occurring in the immediate present moment.
Don't think about the past or future—don't think about anything at all.
Let go of worries, concerns, and memories. Empty your mind of
everything except the abdominal movements occurring right now. But don't
think about them; just know them.
It's important to understand that knowing bodily motion (or
knowing anything) as it actually is in the present moment is entirely
different from thinking about it. In insight meditation the aim is not
to think, but only to know.
To know an object during vipassana meditation means to experience it
with bare, nonverbal awareness. You merely register the sensation with
impartial attention, without identifying, naming, judging or describing
it. You don't have to comment on the movements: "That falling motion
lasted longer than the previous one. That rising movement wasn't as
clear as the others," and so on.
As soon as there is bare awareness of the rising or falling movement,
you are already knowing it. The same is true of everything you might
observe during meditation practice. No matter what appears, just know it with bare attention for one moment and then let it go.
Keeping your mind on the rising and falling movements may not be as
easy as you'd think. Be patient and don't judge yourself, even if the
mind wanders out often. Remember that you're learning a new skill. When
learning to play the piano, for example, you wouldn't expect perfection
right away. Likewise, you shouldn't expect it in meditation. Don't get
discouraged if your progress seems slow. As long as you stick with the
practice, results are sure to come.
As a beginner, you should label the abdominal movements with a mental
note. A mental note—also called a "label"—is a word or short phrase
said silently in the mind. The practice of mental noting helps keep the
mind on the meditation object and prevents you from getting distracted.
But this technique is only a temporary crutch. You should stop using the
mental notes when mindfulness is strong enough to observe objects
without them. If you're not sure whether mindfulness is strong enough,
don't worry. In fact, the labels will fall away automatically when no
longer useful, so you don't have to make a deliberate decision to stop
using them.
Labeling an object with a mental note should not be confused with
recognizing and inwardly saying the ordinary name of the object, which
is what we do in daily life as soon as we see or hear something. Nor
should we confuse mental noting with describing the object further.
Mental notes support mindfulness in the early stages by increasing
momentary concentration. But even when using the noting technique, we
should focus on the actual experience of the object instead of on the
label, letting go of the conventional names, associations and meanings
that in ordinary life are automatically attached to sense-impressions.
Here's how to use the mental noting technique with this exercise: As
the abdomen expands, say the word "rising" in your mind. When the
abdomen contracts, say "falling." Continue to note rising, falling, rising, falling, rising, falling, from one moment to the next.
Only say the mental note one time per movement. For example, during
one rising motion you would say the word "rising" once, stretching the
word out to last as long as the inhalation. When beginning to exhale you
would say "falling," stretching the word out to last as long as the
exhalation. Again, these words are said silently. And as we mentioned a
moment ago, even when using the mental notes, try to keep your attention
on the actual movement instead of on the word. The aim is to know the
experience itself.
The mental note should coincide with the motion, not be tagged on
afterwards. Sometimes you might catch yourself saying "falling" after
the rising movement has begun, or vice-versa. In that case you are no
longer knowing the present moment. Just start over again from that
point, noticing what is actually happening now. Later we'll talk more about mental notes.
During the rising-falling exercise don't focus on the breath or the
physical components of the abdomen. Keep your attention on the surface
of the body and focus only on the movement, which is perceived
subjectively as a subtle sensation of tactile pressure, a sensation
which keeps changing from moment to moment.
Imagine lying on your back, putting a coin or some other object on
your stomach and, with your eyes closed, mentally "watching" the coin
move up and down as you breathe. Or think of a buoy on the water, moving
up and down with the waves. The coin and the buoy are like the spot on
the abdomen, and the meditator just follows the up and down movement.
A couple of pointers: the abdomen should not be visualized. You only
have to be aware of the movements. And be sure to breathe naturally.
Don't try to control your breath (but if you can't perceive the
abdominal motions you may take a few very deep breaths with your hand on
your stomach in order to help you sense the movements. Afterwards, let
your breathing return to normal).
If you can watch your abdomen rising and falling one time, you can
practice insight meditation. Why not try it right now before you
continue reading? It will only take a few seconds.
Close your eyes and inhale, observing one rising motion; then exhale,
observing one falling motion. Don't worry—this page will still be here
waiting for you. It isn't going anywhere. You can continue reading after
trying the exercise. Let any resistance drop away. Go ahead and try it
now, on the count of three. One, two, three: Begin.
Congratulations. You see? Insight meditation isn't difficult.
Here is some additional information about observing the abdominal
movements. A single rising movement of the abdomen lasts about two or
three seconds. It has a beginning, middle and end (and so does the
falling movement). Ideally your attention should be equally alert for
the entire duration of the movement. Notice the motion as the abdomen
first begins to expand, keeping your attention continuous throughout the
development of the movement, until the abdomen reaches the highest
point and stops expanding. Don't just focus on the middle stage, which
is the most obvious part. The beginning- and end-points should be
noticed, too. When the abdomen stops expanding, let go of the rising
movement and re-focus your attention on the beginning of the falling
movement. Observe the falling movement in the same way, from beginning
to end.
Please note, we're not saying you should mentally chop one abdominal
movement into sections. One rising or falling motion should be noticed
smoothly, without breaks, until it is over, at which point you would let
it go. The same applies to the motion of the feet in walking
meditation, the movements of the hands in Exercise 3, and so on.
The rising-falling exercise is not only for beginners. Most
experienced meditators continue to use it as their main practice. Even
if you move on to the other exercises you should not forget about this
one, since the abdominal movements can be noted anywhere, any time.
Motion belongs to the first foundation of mindfulness, the body. The
rising-falling motions are material form (in Pali, "rupa"). Regard them
with a detached, scientific attitude. In the ultimate sense, these
movements do not belong to you. They are only impersonal phenomena, not
your self. In truth, they are not a part of you. They are not the mind,
either. It is the mind (nama) that knows them. Yet in ultimate terms the
mind—what you call "your mind"—is not a self, but just an impersonal
faculty whose function is to be aware of something.
Practice the rising-falling exercise anywhere from ten minutes to one
hour. If you want to meditate longer than an hour, it is best to
alternate this exercise with walking meditation.

Observing Movement
In many of the exercises presented here, the meditator watches bodily
movement. When observing the abdominal motions or any other form of
bodily movement, the student should focus on the movement itself instead of on the physical body part.
The two ways of focusing might be compared to looking at a windmill
in two different ways. We might look at a windmill in order to discover
the direction of the wind, or we might study the windmill's structure
because we're going to repair it. In the first case we only pay
attention to the motion of the windmill-blades—their speed and
direction. We don't notice details about their shape, structure and
color. Who cares? The physical details of the blades tell us nothing
whatsoever about the wind, so there's no reason to focus on them. All we
care about is the path they make through space as they move.
Likewise, although we are aware of the foot during walking
meditation, we don’t care about its corporeal mass, which only serves as
a "marker" for the important part, the movement. Instead of trying to
feel each muscle or experience a deeper sensation within the foot, our
focus is only on the path it makes through space—the trajectory the foot
describes in the air with each step. All other bodily movements,
including the abdominal motions and the movements of the hands in
Exercise 3, are observed in precisely the same way.
Just watch the path of the movement, and do so as it is happening. Keep abreast of the movement in the present moment so your awareness doesn't lag behind.
Limit Your Goal
Sometimes you'll feel bored or uncomfortable during meditation. You
might keep peeking at the clock, wondering how much time has passed.
Another twenty minutes to go! How will you get through it? Even one more
minute seems too much.
When that happens, limit your goal. Just take it one breath at a
time. Remind yourself, "I only have to note one rising movement." Or, "I
just have to note this single falling movement. Just this much." To let
go of your resistance, worry or aversion for one moment isn't hard (and
even during those times when it isn't easy, it's still possible).
Then do it again for one more moment. And again. In a few minutes the
feeling of resistance may change by itself, because it's the nature of
the mind to change.
So don't worry about the future during meditation practice. Let go.
To think ahead, even if only to the next breath, is to move away from
the present moment. Then thoughts will get stirred up—distracting,
delusive thoughts about how difficult or boring meditation is. You'll
think of many things you'd rather be doing. Soon those thoughts will
force you to stand up and walk away from the cushion without having
finished your meditation session. It's important not to follow those
thoughts, because they are nothing but the mind's attempt to trick you
into giving up. Instead of allowing such thoughts to control you, just
stay in the now. Take it one moment at a time.
If meditation seems very difficult or you lack self-discipline, try
this strategy: decide you will meditate just one minute per day. Anyone
can do that, right? You will find, however, that once you get "over the
hump" of your initial resistance and actually sit down to do it, you
might sometimes want to meditate longer. It's that initial hurdle that's
the most difficult. But even if you don't end up meditating longer,
keep practicing one minute every day, without exception, and your attitude will gradually change.
While observing the abdominal movements, other phenomena will
sometimes intrude—thoughts, sensations of itching, pain, numbness,
emotions, sounds, and so forth. In the following sections we'll discuss
how to deal with some of these objects.
Primary and Secondary Objects
Every meditation technique uses a meditation object: something to
focus your mind on. In Exercise 1, the rising and falling abdominal
motions are the primary or main object. Although you should try to keep
your attention on the primary object, other phenomena may be noticed at
times. (We'll talk about when to notice them in a moment.) These other
things are called "secondary objects."
Here we should explain that the word "object" has a special meaning
in vipassana practice. It does not refer to a three-dimensional Thing
like a desk or a bicycle. An object means something that is known by
the mind (something you're aware of) in the present moment, as opposed
to the subject that is knowing it. The subject is the mind or "knower."
(Yet, in the ultimate sense, the subject is not a self but the mere
faculty of knowing).
In vipassana, an object of awareness can be either material or
mental. Practically speaking, a "material object" refers to a
sense-impression: color, sound, odor, tactile sensation (including
bodily movement), and flavor. A mental object refers to such things as
pleasant or unpleasant feeling, desire, anxiety, peacefulness, anger,
thought, and so on.
As we said, while you're observing the rising-falling movements other
phenomena will be appearing and disappearing. You might be aware of
sounds. Sometimes you'll experience emotions and thoughts. You might
feel itches, numbness or discomfort in the body, or you might feel very
peaceful. All of these are secondary objects. In short, a secondary
object is anything you're aware of that is not the primary meditation
object.
When should you deliberately focus on a secondary object? If a
secondary object makes only a faint impression on the periphery of your
awareness and does not strongly hook your attention, ignore it and
continue observing the primary meditation object. In that case, of
course, you don't need to label the secondary object with a mental note.
But if a secondary object hooks your attention and pulls it away, or
if it causes desire or aversion to appear, you should focus on the
secondary object for a moment or two, labeling it with a mental note.
After that, drop it and resume watching the primary meditation object.
Only observe one thing at a time.
Mental Noting
A mental note identifies an object in general but not in detail. When
you're aware of a sound, for example, label it "hearing" instead of
"motorcycle," "voices" or "barking dog." If an unpleasant sensation
arises, note "pain" or "feeling" instead of "knee pain" or "my back
pain." Then return your attention to the primary meditation object. When
aware of a fragrance, say the mental note "smelling" for a moment or
two. You don't have to identify the scent.
Your eyes will usually be closed during the rising-falling exercise,
so you won't have much occasion to see. But sometimes you might want to
open your eyes, such as when changing posture. When you are aware of
color, note the bare sensation of seeing for a moment or two, labeling
it "seeing." Don't pay attention to what the sight is an image of, or whether it's attractive or unattractive. Then go back to observing the primary meditation object.
Using mental notes helps prevent clinging and aversion from arising.
But as soon as an object is noted it should be let go of. Even the
sensation or thought you noted one moment before should not be kept in
the mind. In meditation practice every phenomenon should be dropped as
soon as it is noticed.
A mental note should usually be limited to one or two words. If it's
too long another object will have arisen before you finish saying the
note. A mental note should also be a word easily recalled so you don't
have to search your mind for it. Don't waste time looking for the right
mental note. That will take you out of the present moment. If you don't
know what to call something use the general label "knowing."
If an object has already disappeared before you were able to label
it, don't go back and tag on the label. Let go of all the previous
objects and start over again from this moment, by noting whatever is
being experienced now. But if most of the objects that arise seem "faster" than the mental notes, you don't need to use the notes any more.
However, although the labeling technique is mainly for beginners,
even advanced meditators benefit from using it when mindfulness and
concentration are weak. Don't be afraid to compare both procedures. Use
the mental notes, and then drop them for awhile. What is the difference?
Are you able to focus on the present-moment object equally well in both
cases? Eventually you'll know instinctively when the labels are useful
and when they merely get in the way.
Remember: the mental notes are said silently at the exact moment of perceiving the object, not added later.
The instructions for noting secondary objects apply to all the meditation exercises in this article.
Wandering Mind
In the beginning your mind will often wander during meditation,
spinning out thoughts about the past and future. Be assured this is
normal; but what should you do when it happens? The strategy is simple:
When you catch yourself thinking, silently say the mental note
"thinking" for a moment or two, and then gently return your attention to
the rising-falling movements (or whatever primary meditation object you
were observing).
But after gaining some experience in vipassana practice you may
notice thoughts that are very faint or in the "background" of awareness
and don't hook your attention. Before you can label them with a mental
note, they're already gone. In that case there's no need to label the
thoughts. Just keep observing the primary meditation object and ignore
the thoughts, which will fall away on their own.
The latter approach is mainly for intermediate and advanced
meditators. Since it is more difficult for beginners to notice when they
are thinking, there's a greater chance the mind will be hooked by a
thought and get carried away on a long tangent before you realize it.
Immediately labeling thinking with a mental note helps prevent this.
Don't get upset or judge yourself when the mind wanders away. Keep
gently bringing it back to the main meditation object. Be patient with
yourself and understand that it's the nature of the mind to think, so
training it to stay in the present moment and just know takes time.
Actually, if you are aware the mind has wandered it means you are being mindful. If you didn't have mindfulness, you wouldn't know the
mind had drifted away. In daily life we're unaware how distracted and
agitated our minds truly are. Only when making an effort to meditate can
we see the full extent of the mind's restlessness as it jumps from one
thought to the next. The suttas compare it to a monkey in a tree jumping
from branch to branch.
When you catch the mind wandering you might be tempted to wonder,
"How long have I been thinking? When did I lose track of the
rising-falling motions?" But those are more thoughts, and even as you're
thinking them more rising-falling movements are passing by unnoticed.
Don't go back to find the spot where you lost mindfulness or try to
reconstruct the links in the cognitive chain. You can't bring those past
moments back in order to acknowledge them. Let them go and start over
again from this moment.
One reason the mind easily wanders off on tangents is that we tend to
believe wholeheartedly in the content of our thoughts, and so whenever a
thought arises we get mesmerized by its "story." We may not think of
ourselves as people who are easily fooled, but this is one area in which
most of us are completely gullible, especially when the thought carries
an emotional charge. When pleasant thoughts appear we get caught up in
the fantasies, fueled by desire. When unpleasant memories arise we focus
on how we were wronged, getting more and more upset. Whether the
content of the thought is pleasant or unpleasant, we tend to assume it
has substance instead of recognizing that it's just an empty vibration
arising and passing away.
During vipassana practice meditators should try to ignore the content
of their thoughts completely. It doesn't matter whether a thought is
good or bad, pleasant or unpleasant; the conventional meaning is
irrelevant in meditation. The attitude is to look upon all thoughts as
general instances of "thinking," without paying attention to the details
that differentiate one thought from another. All thoughts (indeed, all
objects) have equal value in vipassana practice.
We don't have to feel guilty about having unwholesome thoughts. The
key is to be aware of them as soon as they arise. If we're aware of them
in the present moment, mindfulness is already there. Everyone has bad
thoughts at times. In reality most thoughts arise spontaneously due to
causes we cannot directly control. Instead of trying to suppress them
during meditation, the right approach is to "know and let go."
Imagine two meditators: the first has many angry thoughts but doesn't
get involved in them (or act on them, of course). He notes and lets go
of them right away. The second meditator clings to beautiful thoughts
about the Buddhist teachings. Which student is practicing vipassana
correctly? The first.
When a meditator is aware of a thought early enough, he realizes,
"The thought was not in existence before; it appeared just now and
disappeared at once. I had previously imagined thought to be permanent
because I had not carefully observed it. Now that I have watched it, and
seen it disappearing, I know it truly as it is, impermanent" (Mahasi
Sayadaw, The Great Discourse on Not-Self, pp. 115—6).
It is important to understand how to observe thinking correctly
because, as Mahasi Sayadaw explains, thoughts and tactile
sensations—especially sensations of bodily movement—are the most
frequent objects of contemplation. Even exalted thoughts about the
Buddhist teachings should be let go of, as should painful thoughts.
When no thoughts or other secondary objects distract you, your attention should stay with the primary meditation object.
One Object at a Time
The vipassana technique involves focusing on one thing at a time.
That doesn't mean you have to observe one object exclusively for the
entire meditation period. It means focusing on one thing per moment.
Observing two objects or sense-impressions in the same moment
"confuses" mindfulness. Therefore, when observing a rising or a falling
motion, ignore other objects. Don't pay attention to sounds, thoughts,
feelings or smells.
But it should be understood that in any two consecutive moments the
meditation object may be different. In vipassana your attention may jump
from one meditation object to another. You might observe a falling
movement of the abdomen, and then in the next moment observe a sound. So
even if you sit down to practice the rising-falling exercise for thirty
minutes, it doesn't mean you will observe the abdominal movements
during every single moment of that half-hour period. Secondary objects
will sometimes hook you, and whenever you deliberately note a secondary
object you should switch all of your attention to it (even if just for
that one moment). Whatever object you're observing at any given moment
should be the only thing you focus on in that moment.
For instance, if a sound pulls your attention away from the abdominal
movements, switch your attention to the sound and note "hearing" for a
moment or two. For those few seconds ignore everything else, including
the rising-falling motions. (While doing this you might still be aware
of other phenomena in the background or on the periphery of
consciousness. That's all right. The point is you are not intentionally
focusing on them). After one or two moments of noting "hearing," return
your attention to the primary meditation object and forget about the
sound. The same procedure applies to anything else you might
observe—thoughts, emotions, itches, smells, feelings, and so on.
By focusing on one object at a time, a meditator is able to perceive
the three phases of each moment—arising, persisting, and vanishing—more
and more clearly. On the other hand, if a beginner tries to be aware in a
general way of whatever comes up, noticing is vague. Because his
attention is scattered across several objects at once, none is
particularly clear. Since he is trying to observe the whole stream of
experience simultaneously, he may not know which object he’s noticing at
any given moment, and it is difficult to gain insight.
When two or more objects—such as a movement and a sound—occur
simultaneously, the general rule is to observe the one that makes the
strongest impact on the mind, or the one that triggers more desire or
aversion.
Know and Let Go
As we explain throughout this article, the vipassana motto is: know
and let go. Or we can say, "Focus and forget it." They mean the same
thing. All insight meditators should memorize one of these phrases.
The letting go or "forgetting" is just as important as the knowing or
focusing. During meditation practice a student focuses on one thing at a
time and then lets it go. He keeps "knowing and letting go" repeatedly,
from one moment to the next. In Exercise 1, for example, we focus on
the rising movement of the abdomen, and then drop it. In the next moment
we observe the falling movement, and then let it go. The moment after that we're aware of the rising movement again; as soon as it ends we forget it. And so on.
That's how to describe the procedure in words. But in practice, as we
explain elsewhere, "letting go" is not a separate action. Letting go of
the previous meditation object happens automatically every time we
focus in the present again.
Let's take another look at Exercise 1. We observe one rising movement
of the abdomen until it ends. Immediately after that, in the next
moment, we bring our attention to observe the falling movement. But in
the act of bringing our attention into the present again to see the
falling movement, the rising motion is simultaneously forgotten. In
truth, consciousness can only be aware of one thing at a time. It has to
let go of the previous object in order to know something else.
That's why we don't have to let go as a separate step.
Letting go and re-establishing our attention in the present moment are
the same. Letting go of the past happens by itself whenever we truly
bring the mind back to the here and now. But re-establishing our
attention in the present is something we have to keep doing, gently, with every single moment. The present is not static. There is always a new "present moment."
Therefore, what we are actually doing during vipassana practice is: knowing, knowing, knowing, in a chain of moments. Or we could describe it like this: knowing-the-present, knowing-the-present, knowing-the-present.
In an article for tricycle.com, Joseph Goldstein describes how to do
this with the abdominal movements: "Train your awareness to connect
clearly with the first moment of the beginning in-breath. Then sustain
the attention for the duration of just that one in-coming breath.
Connect again at the beginning of the outbreath and sustain your
attention till the end."
(http://www.tricycle.com/brief-teachings/meditation-instructions). As
meditators, our only job is keep bringing the mind back to knowing what
is happening right here in this present moment. And now this one. And this one.
Itching
During vipassana practice you might feel an itch somewhere on the
body. In daily life sensations of itchiness arise frequently, but since
the normal response is to scratch the itch unconsciously, without clear
mindfulness, people don't realize it happens hundreds of times per day.
As a result of meditating, you begin to see that uncomfortable bodily
sensations arise much more often than you had thought.
If you can keep your attention on the principal object and let the
itch stay in the "background," it will often disappear by itself. If it
doesn't disappear but becomes more uncomfortable, just watch the
sensation for a few moments, saying the mental note "feeling" or
"itching." Desire might arise—desire to be rid of the feeling. Label it
"wanting" or "desire." (Here you don't observe the sensation of
itchiness per se, but the wanting itself, which is a different object).
If the itch persists and you have to scratch it, use the following step-by-step technique:
- Observe the desire to be rid of the feeling, saying the mental note "desire."
- Before moving your hand, note "intending to move."
- Mindfully move your hand to the itchy spot, noting "moving."
- When you reach the spot, stop moving your hand for a moment and note, "intending to scratch."
- Scratch the itch, noting "moving" or "scratching." Stop.
- Move your hand back, saying the mental note "moving." Stop.
- Put your hand in your lap, noting "placing." Now you are back in the original meditation posture.
- Note the pleasant feeling that has replaced the unpleasant one, labeling it "feeling" for one or two moments. Notice if liking arises for the good sensation. If it does, label it "liking" or "desire."
- Resume watching the primary meditation object.
Pain
Whenever you keep the body in the same position without moving it,
sooner or later pain will arise. How should you deal with pain during
meditation practice?
Instead of automatically shifting the body when you feel discomfort,
try to observe the sensation itself, labeling it with the mental note
"pain" or "feeling." Sometimes the pain will disappear on its own.
Sometimes it will grow stronger first, and then diminish or disappear.
In any case, by observing unpleasant feeling you will notice that it
does not stay the same. It changes from moment to moment. Like
everything else, pain is impermanent.
But if the pain becomes too severe you should change position.
Beginners shouldn't try to grit their teeth and tough it out. Only
advanced meditators can observe severe pain effectively. The object is
too heavy for a beginner's mindfulness to "lift."
On the other hand, you don't want to change position at every little
twitch or tingle. Don't give in to desire easily. Meditators won't make
progress without the patience to bear many unpleasant feelings. Only
change position if you cannot tolerate the discomfort and it is
interfering with your mindfulness.
If you decide to change position, follow this step-by-step technique:
- Observe the sensation of pain for a few moments, labeling it "pain" or "feeling".
- Note the desire to be rid of the pain. If possible, wait until your mind is no longer struggling against the painful feeling before going to the next step.
- Say the mental note "intending to move."
- Slowly move the body into the new posture, noting "moving." Break the entire action into several smaller movements, stopping fully after each one. This creates clear objects for mindfulness.
- Note the pleasant feeling that has replaced the pain, labeling it "pleasure" or "feeling" for a moment or two. If you like the feeling, label it "liking," or "desire."
- Resume watching the primary meditation object.
By practicing insight meditation we gradually realize there is no
bodily position comfortable enough that we can always maintain it. Pain
inevitably appears, even when lying down (if you doubt this, ask anyone
who is bedridden in the hospital). No matter how comfortable the
position is initially, we are always forced to move because of the
changing nature of the physical elements. That is one way in which the
body is unsatisfactory, or a cause of suffering.
For more advanced meditators there is an additional method for
dealing with physical pain, which is to disengage your attention from it
and observe the mind itself.
Sometimes when you have bodily pain, even in daily life, the mind is
momentarily distracted from it. When you're aware of the pain again you
realize that for those few moments of thinking about your finances, or
an argument you had with a loved one, or the things you need to buy at
the store, you didn't actually feel the discomfort anymore. Why? Because
the mind was occupied with something else. It is a fact that
consciousness can only know one thing at a time. When you are thinking
about something else you cannot be aware of pain at the same time.
From this experience you realize that when the mind lets go of pain
and focuses on a different object, the pain effectively disappears. But
that's not to say you should think and fantasize during meditation
practice. You should stay in the present moment, but separate or
disengage your mind from the feeling and put your attention on the mind
itself—the knower or the one knowing the experience. You may then see
that the mind or knower arises and passes away from moment to moment.
With this method you let the pain be there in the background if it's
going to, but you don't pay attention to it. The attitude is that you
don't have to get involved with the pain or worry about it. The
unpleasant feeling is solely the business of the body. If you can
separate your mind from the pain and let go of it, you won't experience
the suffering in the same way as before. Then, even though the physical
sensation may still be there, it won't be experienced as "hurt", and it
won't make the mind suffer. But this is an advanced technique which is
not recommended for beginners.
Generally speaking, when feelings arise during meditation they should
be observed and labeled with a mental note. That is not only true of
unpleasant feelings such as pain. If you fail to observe a pleasant
feeling when it arises, attachment can develop. Before you're even aware
of it, you will cling to the feeling. It is easy to get caught up in
pleasure and forget about staying in the present moment. Whether a
feeling is painful or pleasant, after noting it for a moment or two, let
it go.
You should also be aware of any desire that arises in connection with
feeling—whether the desire to get rid of a painful sensation or to
prolong a pleasant one. When desire arises, label it with a mental note.
Mental Images
Some meditators see vivid mental images when reaching a certain stage
of insight. Others never see such visions. Whether or not they appear
depends in part on the student's temperament. The images might be of
anything at all: people, animals, gardens, colors, decaying bodies,
abstract shapes, or even the Buddha.
These visions can range from exquisitely beautiful to very
frightening. But no matter how vivid they seem, these images are not
real. They are mental formations that arise from imagination (coupled
with concentration) and have no significance. They are neither good nor
bad. The meditator should neither desire nor fear them.
If an image occurs, try to focus on the primary meditation object
again (such as the rising-falling motions), ignoring the image. Let the
image remain in the "background," but don't pay attention to it.
Eventually the image will fade away.
If the image persists and interferes with your practice, there are several things you can do:
- Practice with your eyes open.
- Label the image with a mental note. (You can use the word "image" or "seeing," although it should be understood that knowing a mental image is not the same as genuine seeing.) Continue to note the image from moment-to-moment until it disappears. The image will often disappear after several notings.
- Switch to a different meditation exercise. If you are sitting, get up and practice walking meditation or do the hand motions exercise.
If you note the image with the aim of getting rid of it due to
aversion or fear, it will last longer. Enjoying the vision will also
make it persist. Whether it is pleasant or unpleasant, try to note the
image impartially, just as you would any other object, without liking or
disliking it.
Mindfulness When Changing Posture
Insight meditators usually alternate a period of sitting with an
equal period of walking meditation, especially during an intensive
retreat in which vipassana is practiced many hours per day.
During the transition between postures it is crucial to maintain
step-by-step mindfulness. When the sitting time is over, resist the
temptation to jump up suddenly or automatically stretch your back or
legs without being mindful of your movements. In the long run, even a
few moments of speeding up will slow you down. Careless movements cause a
break in continuity that scatters mindfulness.
In the old days before lighters and matches, fire could only be
produced by rubbing two sticks together until the friction created a
spark. Continuity of effort was essential in getting a flame. If you
stopped to rest, the sticks would go cold and you'd have to start over.
Continuity is just as important in vipassana practice.
Here we'll describe how to change from sitting to standing in a
step-by-step manner, enabling you to maintain mindfulness. The same
principles apply to all the other postures.
First, note your intention as "intending to move." Next, start moving
the body slowly, breaking the motion down into a series of separate
actions. Stop completely after each movement. Bring each hand to your
stomach one at a time. Tilt your torso forward as you prepare to stand.
Uncross your legs. Lift one leg and then the other. Note the feeling of
pressure against each foot as you place it on the floor, and then slowly
stand up.
Each of these actions should be performed slowly, methodically, and
observed from beginning to end. Whenever possible, move only one body
part at a time. It's very important to stop fully at the end of each
movement. Label each action with an appropriate mental note or simply
note "moving."
Once the body is upright you should observe the standing posture for a
few moments, noting "standing." This means to focus awareness on the
position or shape of the body, being aware of how it feels. If this is
difficult you can focus on one point, such as the spot where the soles
of your feet touch the floor. (For a more detailed description of how to
observe bodily posture, please see Exercise 4).
Whether you are standing, sitting, or lying down, apply this
step-by-step technique whenever you change posture during vipassana
practice.
Below are a series of drawings that illustrate the reverse process,
changing from standing to sitting, in even more detail. Here the process
has been broken down into sixteen steps (this information has been
adapted from Helen Jandamit's book, The Way to Vipassana, Bangkok, V.H. Publications, 1990).
- Begin by standing with your feet together, arms at your sides (alternatively, you may hold your arms in front of the body, one hand clasping the wrist of the other). Move your left foot backwards, noting "moving."
- Slowly bend your knees, noting "moving" or "down".
- As your left knee touches the ground, note "touching".
- Move your left hand toward the floor, noting "moving."
- Place your left hand on the floor, noting "touching" (your hand
needs to be in this position to support the body prior to moving the
right leg).
- Move the right leg back until it is parallel with the left leg, noting "moving."
- When the right leg touches the floor, note "touching".
- Move your left hand backwards, noting "moving."
- As your left hand touches the floor, note "touching".
- Lower your body until you are sitting, noting "lowering".
- Move the left foot backwards so that it is further under your body (it should be in the correct position to sit cross-legged), noting "moving."
- Lifting the right knee, move the right foot forwards, noting "moving".
- Reach your right arm forward and take hold of your right ankle, noting "grasping".
- Lift the right foot, noting "lifting."
- Move the foot towards the body, noting, "moving".
- Set your foot on the floor, noting "placing".
- Put your hands in your lap one by one, noting "moving."
This series of movements is only one of many possibilities, and does
not have to be followed precisely. If you have a disability or other
chronic physical problem you may need to alter the steps. Adjustments
will also have to be made if you meditate in a chair. The important
thing is to follow the principle of breaking down larger movements into
separate, smaller actions that can be noted one at a time, and to stop
completely at the end of each action before beginning the next. Also, be
sure to acknowledge each movement with a mental note, especially if
you're a beginner. You may devise your own notes; the ones given here
are only suggestions.
Walking Meditation
Walking meditation is an important vipassana technique. The basic
walking meditation exercise is similar to normal walking, only slower
and more deliberate. Your attention should be minutely focused on each
action.
The primary object during walking meditation is the motion of the
feet. Observing the movement of the feet is essentially no different
from watching the abdominal movements or the motions of the hand in
Exercise 3. Don't try to feel the muscles in the foot, or a sensation in
the foot. Instead, observe the movement itself. In other words, with each step observe the path the foot makes as it moves through space.
Pay no attention to the abdominal movements during this exercise. As we said before, only observe one object per moment.
One final note: don't look at your feet. Just be aware of the movements with your mind.
The best environment is one with few visual distractions. Remove your
shoes, if possible. You should have enough space to walk at least seven
paces in a straight line.
Follow the instructions on changing from sitting to standing.
Once you are standing, hold your hands in front of your body, one
hand gently clasping the wrist of the other. Instead of looking around
the room, keep your eyes directed straight ahead or slightly downcast
toward the floor (but don't bend your neck too far forward, which may
cause discomfort). Try not to turn your head independently. Even when
you turn around at the end of the walking path, keep your head in a
straight line with your spine, as if you were wearing a neck brace. Move
your whole body as one unit on the turn. Relax your shoulders.
Basic Walking Exercise
(Suitable for beginners)
(Suitable for beginners)
- Observe the standing posture, noting "standing" for a few moments. This means to focus awareness on the posture of the body as you stand (for a more detailed description of how to observe posture, see Exercise 4). If this is difficult you can choose one point to focus on, such as the soles of your feet, being aware of the feeling of pressure from touching the floor.
- Before moving, note "intending to walk." (Don't skip this step).
- Slowly lift the right foot and place it down, taking one step. This should be a single fluid motion without breaks. Be aware of the entire arc of movement from beginning to end. As you do so, label the step "placing" (remember to label while the motion is happening, not afterwards). The left foot should not have moved and the left heel should still be on the ground. After placing the right foot down, stop completely for a moment.
- Slowly take a step with the left foot, noting "placing." Stop.
- Continue walking, making sure to stop completely after each step. Only move one foot at a time.
- When you reach the end of the walking path, place your feet together on the last step, noting "stopping."
- Note "standing" for two or three moments.
- Now you will begin to turn, in four steps. Note "intending to turn."
- Lift the toes of your right foot and pivot on the heel, turning to your right. At the same time, say the mental note "turning." The right heel should stay on the ground. Be sure to keep your head in line with your torso. The left foot should not move. Stop.
- Lift the left foot and place it down next to the right, while noting "turning". (The left foot doesn't pivot, but steps.) You should have moved about ninety degrees. Stop.
- Pivot on the right heel again, noting "turning." Stop.
- Lift the left foot and place it down next to the right, noting "turning." By now you should be facing in the opposite direction, having turned one-hundred-and-eighty degrees.
- Repeat steps 1-12 as many times as you wish.
That is the basic exercise. Next we'll give five variations in which
each step is broken down into a series of smaller movements. Substitute
any variation for instructions number 3 and 4 above. The rest of the
exercise is the same.
A word of advice: don't try the variations until you are adept at the
basic exercise. And don't proceed to the next variation until you've
mastered the previous one, even if that takes a month, a year, or
longer. (During an intensive meditation retreat, however, you might
spend only one day on each variation.)
Remember that the "resting" foot should not come off the floor until
the active foot has finished moving. Don't forget to stop completely
after each segment of a step.
Advanced Walking Meditation
The two-part step: (Lifting, placing). Lift the
heel, noting "lifting" (the toes are still on the floor). Stop. Now move
the whole foot forward and place it on the floor, noting "placing."

The three-part step. (Lifting, moving, placing).
Lift the whole foot straight up as a unit, noting "lifting." Stop. Move
the foot forward, noting "moving." Stop. Place the whole foot down as a
unit, noting "placing."

The four-part step: (Heel up, lifting, moving,
placing). Lift the heel, noting "heel up." Stop. Lift the whole foot
straight up, noting "lifting." Stop. Move the foot forward, noting
"moving." Stop. Place the foot down as a unit, noting "placing."

The five-part step: (Heel up, lifting, moving,
lowering, placing). Lift the heel, noting "heel up." Stop. Lift the
whole foot straight up, noting "lifting." Stop. Move the foot forward,
noting "moving." Stop. Lower the foot as a unit, noting "lowering"; stop
when the foot is about an inch from the floor (be sure to stop
completely here). Place the whole foot on the floor, noting "placing."

The six-part step: (Heel up, lifting, moving,
lowering, touching, placing). Lift the heel, noting "heel up." Stop.
Lift the foot straight up, noting "lifting." Stop. Move the foot
forward, noting "moving." Stop. Lower the foot, noting "lowering"; stop
when the foot is about an inch from the floor. Touch the toes—only the
toes—to the floor, noting "touching." Stop. Place the heel on the floor,
noting "placing."

Exercise 3 : Hand Motions
(Suitable for beginners)
This exercise is similar to walking (and rising-falling) in that you
watch the body's physical movement. By focusing on a different part of
the body, however, you give mindfulness a larger repertoire of objects,
just as a weightlifter trains different muscles in rotation.
Since mindfulness sometimes gets "bored" or slows down when observing
the same object for a long time (especially during a meditation
retreat), changing to another primary meditation object can help
mindfulness maintain strength and continuity. And because some of the
movements here are shorter than in the other exercises, mindfulness is
able to observe more "moments" in the same amount of practice time.
The hand motions exercise, performed while sitting or lying down, is
especially useful for those who can't do the walking practice due to
illness or disability. Note: you don't have to look at your hand. Just
watch the movement with your mind.
Exercise A
- Adopt one of the sitting postures, or lie down. Place your hands on your knees, palms facing downward. (If lying down, place your hands at your sides, palms touching the floor).
- Slowly rotate your right hand laterally (to your right) until it is resting on edge, perpendicular to the knee. There should be no space between the fingers. Stop completely for a moment.
- Raise your hand straight up about eight inches. Stop.
- Lower the hand back down, stopping when it's an inch or two from the knee.
- Continue moving your hand down until the lateral side of the little finger touches the knee. Stop.
- Rotate the hand medially until the palm is resting on the knee. Stop.
- Repeat steps 2-6. Beginners should label the actions with the following mental notes: "turning," "raising," "lowering," "touching," "turning." Practice with one hand alone, anywhere from five to thirty minutes. Then change to the other hand, giving it equal time.
Exercise B
- Adopt one of the sitting postures or lie down. Place your hands on your knees, palms facing downward. (If lying down, place your hands at your sides, palms touching the floor).
- Slowly rotate your right hand laterally (to your right) until it is resting on edge, perpendicular to the knee. There should not be any space between the fingers. Stop.
- Raise your hand straight up about six inches. Stop.
- Pivoting from the elbow, slowly swing the hand and forearm inward toward the center of the body, stopping a couple of inches before touching the abdomen. The hand and wrist should remain in a straight line with the arm. The fingertips will now be pointing to the left and the palm will be facing the abdomen. Stop.
- Place the right hand against the abdomen. Stop.
- Rotate the left hand laterally (to your left) until it is resting on edge, perpendicular to the knee. Stop.
- Raise the left hand straight up about six inches. Stop.
- Pivoting from the elbow, swing the left hand and forearm inward toward the center of the body, stopping when a couple of inches from the abdomen.
- Place the left hand against the right. Stop.
- Now you will repeat the motions in reverse order. Swing the left forearm out until the hand is again above the knee. The hand and wrist should stay in a straight line with the arm. Stop.
- Lower the hand straight down, stopping an inch or two above the knee. The hand is still perpendicular to the knee.
- Continue moving the left hand down until the lateral side of the little finger touches the knee. Stop.
- Rotate the hand medially until the palm is resting on the knee. Stop.
- Repeat steps 10-13 with the right hand. You may label the movements with the following mental notes: for steps 2-5 and 6-9: turning, raising, moving, touching. For steps 10-13: moving, lowering, touching, turning. Practice this exercise anywhere from five minutes to one hour.
Exercise 4 : Sitting
(Beginners can practice this for a few minutes before doing the
rising-falling exercise. Intermediate or advanced students can practice
it longer. We don't recommend beginners practice it for the entire
meditation period, because posture is a more difficult object to observe
than physical movement.)
In the previous exercises you had a moving object. Here you will
observe a stationary object—the sitting posture itself (strictly
speaking, however, movement is still present, because the mind moves).
With your mind you are going to look repeatedly at the body's posture,
as it appears in the present moment.
Adopt a comfortable sitting position. Now, focus your awareness on
the posture of the body as it sits. (Pay no attention to the
rising-falling motions.) The body is adopting a shape that differs from
standing or lying down. This may seem obvious, but there is a difference
between the vague, intermittent awareness of posture we have in daily
life, an awareness interrupted by talking or thinking of a thousand
things, and an attention that is wholly focused on that pose.
Just "look" with your mind's eye to know what the sitting posture is
like—how it feels—in this very moment. If it's difficult to be aware of
the whole posture at once, place your attention on one area, such as
your hands in your lap. As you focus on the posture, label it with the
mental note "sitting."
After focusing one time, do it again. The method is simply to observe
the posture for one moment, let it go, and then immediately bring the
mind back to the sitting posture again. This is done gently, with a
light touch. Watch this action again and again—i.e., the action of
bringing the mind to look at the sitting posture. Simply be aware of knowing sitting.
Each act or instance of focusing should be fairly quick, lasting
about one-and-a-half to three seconds (but you don't need to time it, of
course). Another way to think of it is that you focus for as long as it
takes to say the word "sitting," or roughly as long as one inhalation.
Then let go, and focus on sitting again.
What you should be aware of is not a visual image of the posture, but
the kinesthetic experience or "feel" of it. There is a tactile feeling
when you hold the back upright as you sit. You will also experience
sensations of pressure at various points where your body contacts the
floor or one leg presses against another. There will also be a feeling
of contact where the hands touch each other.
Please don't misunderstand: you don't need to observe these
various sensations individually, in detail. When practicing the
exercise, don't try to examine them one by one. Look at the whole thing
at once, in one fell swoop. Notice the feel of the entire sitting
posture in the present moment. Then do it again in the next present
moment. The meditator is aware of the whole posture each time with the
aim of understanding that this is all there is to "sitting"—only a
momentary group of sensations, nothing more. It is not stable. It is
constantly changing. (Again, however, if it is difficult to be aware of
the entire posture at once you may focus on a smaller area. Eventually
you will be able to "see" the whole posture.)
Every time you focus on the posture, simultaneously label it with a
mental note. Keep noting "sitting," "sitting," "sitting," from one
moment to the next, over and over. Remember, it's a light touch-and-go.
You don't need to explore the details of the sensation.
A reminder: don't look at the body with your eyes. Look with your mind.
As Achan Sobin suggests, it may help to think of the mind as a camera
taking a series of snapshots. Take a "shot" of the sitting posture.
Then take another snapshot of the same thing.
Further, when a photographer adjusts a camera lens, he focuses on one
spot only; but the entire image comes out clear, not just the
particular spot he was focusing on. (This is similar to focusing only on
your hands instead of on the whole sitting posture).
A few paragraphs back we spoke about letting go after observing the
sitting posture. Think of a chain of individual acts of focusing, and
letting go after each one. In other words, what you should do is: Focus
on the object and then forget it. Then immediately focus and forget it
again. And again. And so on.
That's how we explain it in words. But in actual practice the
"forgetting" or "letting go" is not a separate action. Letting go of the
previous moment happens by itself every time the mind focuses on the
posture again. So really it's a matter of: focus, focus, focus,
in a series of moments. The meditator keeps taking consecutive
"snapshots" of the posture, each one lasting roughly a couple of
seconds.
Some reminders: don't mentally review your body one piece at a time.
That would take too long and would pull the mind out of the present
moment. And even though you use the mental label "sitting," remember to
focus on the actual posture, not the word itself.
Every moment of our lives has two components: an object of awareness,
and the mind. In this meditation exercise, the object of awareness is
the sitting posture. So we have only: the sitting posture (material
form) and the thing that is knowing it (the mind). The mind itself
cannot adopt a posture. The mind doesn't have buttocks or legs to sit or
stand with. It can only be aware of the body's posture.
There are a couple of Pali words worth remembering, because you will
hear them over and over again in discussions about vipassana meditation.
They are: "rupa" and "nama." Among other things, rupa means material
form. Nama means the mind. In summary: the sitting posture is material
form (rupa). The mind (nama) knows—is aware of—the form.
In conventional terms, we say "I am sitting." But in truth, a "self" cannot sit. The body is not a self. It is not your self
sitting there. It is only matter, or rupa, sitting. And when the body
sits, the mind experiences the posture as a group of temporary
sensations, different from when the body is standing or lying down. That
is the only way in which posture is experienced.
Everything we've said about observing the sitting posture applies to all the other bodily postures as well.
Intermediate or advanced meditators may practice this exercise for
the entire meditation period, or for a few minutes before practicing the
rising-falling exercise. Beginners may do the latter.

If Strong Emotions Arise
It is natural that strong emotions may sometimes come up during
meditation. If that happens, don't assume you are practicing
incorrectly. Emotions are valid meditation objects, too, objects of the
fourth foundation of mindfulness. As objects of the mind they have no
more nor less importance than bodily movement or posture. They are,
however, more challenging to observe.
When an unpleasant emotion such as anger arises, don't get upset or
try to suppress it. Nor should you try to look for a "better" object.
The emotion is the truth of what is happening in the present, so just be
aware of it.
As soon as you're aware of an emotion during meditation practice,
label it with a mental note. For example, if you realize you're angry,
label the emotion "anger, anger," for one or two moments. If you're
depressed, note "depression"; if anxious, note "anxiety." Do the same
with pleasant emotions: if you feel joyful, note "joy"; if peaceful,
note "peace." You get the picture.
The insight meditation method is a middle path between 1) suppressing
an emotion and 2) indulging it by expressing it in words or actions,
trying to feel it more deeply, or thinking about it further. Whether an
emotion is pleasant or unpleasant, the vipassana technique is simply to
know it with impartial awareness, neither liking it nor wanting to make
it go away. (Note: we are talking about during meditation. In daily life
when expressing an emotion a meditator would do so with clear
awareness, avoiding harmful speech or behavior.)
Don't judge the emotion or your self. If you're suddenly furious at
someone, don't criticize yourself for getting angry. Instead, try to
disengage the mind from any involvement in the anger and just watch it,
as if you were watching it happen to someone on television, or viewing
it under a microscope. As one teacher says, "See it, don't be it."
After noting the emotion for one or two moments, let go of it and
gently bring your attention back to the primary meditation object. If
the emotion is still so strong you can't focus on the primary object,
repeat the procedure, noting the emotion longer if necessary. As soon as
you can, return to observing the primary meditation object. Over time
this method weakens anger, fear, depression, etc., since you are not
"feeding" them with your thoughts and reactions. If you acknowledge an
emotion when it appears but don't get hooked by it—don't get upset or
intrigued—the emotion will gradually fade out.
A fire reflected in a lake cannot burn the water. Neither can emotions disturb the mind when you don’t get involved in them.
Don’t identify an emotion as your self. The fear or anger is not you,
but only an impersonal phenomenon. Mentally pull back from the emotion
and turn your awareness around to observe it. Now the emotion is just
another object of your attention. Instead of "becoming" the emotion by
getting caught up in it, you're looking at it from the outside.
When we're in the grip of a negative emotion we tend to believe it
will never end. But emotions are no more permanent than thoughts. With
continued practice you’ll find that you only have to wait and any
emotion, whether pleasant or unpleasant, is bound to change.
In training the mind to know emotions as they really are, a meditator
comes to realize that even strong grief, anger or fear can last only a
moment before passing away. The emotion might come back; but even so it
instantly passes away again.
An emotion is not something that belongs to you. The anger, sadness,
or peace is only an impersonal phenomenon, a kind of mental weather that
arises according to certain causes and then vanishes.
When you're able to separate your awareness from an emotion—able to
leave the anger or sadness alone and become the observer—the emotion has
no power to control you or cause suffering. The key is to be mindful as
soon as it appears so you don't get hooked in the early stages.
But sometimes beginners are so overwhelmed by painful emotion they
cannot practice effectively. In that case one of the following methods
may help:
- Press the fist against the center of the chest (around the heart area) and repeat "knowing, knowing, knowing," being aware of the sensation of pressure from your hand. Keep this up until the emotion subsides.
- If you're sitting, get up and practice walking meditation.
- Temporarily switch to a concentration technique until you are able to resume vipassana practice. For example, you might repeat the word "Buddho," or another mantra (a mantra is a special word or phrase repeated aloud and focused on in concentration meditation).
Use the last method only when mindfulness is truly unable to cope
with a strong emotion. Switching to a concentration technique should not
be used as a means of avoiding unpleasant emotions. Sooner or later,
mindfulness must learn how to handle emotional objects or we won't be
able to make progress in insight.
In genuine vipassana practice we cannot avoid experiencing unpleasant
emotions such as boredom, loneliness, fear, jealousy, anger, and so on.
But much is learned from observing them mindfully, and gradually we're
able to let go of them sooner. Whenever these emotions do arise they are weaker than they used to be, causing less and less suffering.
Pleasant emotions should also be known impartially, without liking or
becoming attached to them. They, too, are impermanent. If we try to
make a pleasant emotion last longer it will become a cause of
frustration and unhappiness when, inevitably, it changes. Suffering
results when we try to hold on to something that by its very nature
cannot endure.
Most painful emotions arise from memory—hence the value of staying in
the present moment. When recalling a painful memory—whether it be of a
broken heart, or the loss of home, health, career, or loved one—the
unpleasant event that triggered the feeling is no longer actually
occurring in the present. Although the event is over the mind clings to
it, which generates more suffering.
Or sometimes we worry about the future, fearing the loss of wealth,
youth, or health that hasn't yet occurred. But none of these imaginings
is real in the sense that none is actually happening at the moment we are thinking about it.
The painful events that happened in the past do not exist now. What
might or might not happen in the future does not exist right now,
either. Why should we let the mind drag us into unnecessary suffering?
It is not wrong to plan intelligently for the future, of course. But
there's a difference between behaving responsibly—doing what needs to be
done—and needlessly suffering over things that may never
happen or are already gone; things which, in any case, we cannot
control. Suffering about past or future events can only arise when we
fail to stay in the present. So don't fast-forward or rewind.
Letting Go of "I"
In the previous section we explained that an emotion is not your
self. Here we will talk a little more about not identifying objects as
self.
Normally, the mind relates everything we experience in everyday life
to a concept of selfhood. If we feel a pain in the body, for example, we
automatically think, "my back hurts" or "my leg hurts." The painful body part is immediately identified as belonging to "me."
Although the false belief in self can’t be willed away, in vipassana
practice we try to stop reinforcing it so that clear-seeing might arise
naturally. We try to observe our bodies and minds without automatically
identifying them as self, or as things that are part of us or belong to
us. The aim is to let go of the feeling of "I" as much as possible and
merely know the bare, phenomenal experience of each moment as it is.
During meditation practice, instead of: "I am moving," "I am hearing," "I am thinking," and so on, simply be aware of: moving, hearing, thinking. There's no need to mix the "I" into these experiences. In truth, there is no permanent agent executing the actions.
Try to separate your awareness and watch the mind-body process as if
it had nothing at all to do with you. If there's a pain in your back or
leg, label the sensation with the mental note "pain" or "feeling,"
without regarding it as "me" or linking it to a specific body part. When
thoughts come, don't assume they are yours (but that's not to say they
are someone else's. They don't belong to anyone). The Buddha taught
there is thinking, but no thinker (the "knower" of the thoughts is only a
momentary awareness that does not equal a self). Apply the same
principle to all the other meditation objects. In truth, none of them
truly belongs to you.
Sleepiness
Sleepiness may bother you more during an intensive meditation retreat
than in your daily practice. Nevertheless, it can be a frequent
hindrance for beginners. Just be aware that sleepiness is present
whenever it arises. You can mentally note it as "sleepiness." If it does
not disperse after repeated noting, try some skillful antidotes: 1)
open your eyes; 2) do walking meditation; 3) turn up the lights, or 4)
splash your face with cold water. Cooling the room may also help. An
excess of concentration can cause sleepiness. Be careful to follow the
meditation techniques correctly so that mindfulness and concentration
stay as balanced as possible.
It is important to understand what counts as a correct object for
mindfulness. As we explained in "What is Vipassana?" the Four
Foundations of Mindfulness are the appropriate objects for insight
meditation. Once again, these are:
- The body: i.e., bodily motion and posture.
- Feelings: painful, pleasant and neutral feelings (these don't refer to emotions).
- Consciousness: for example, the condition of the mind with or without hatred, delusion, etc.
- Dhamma objects: this group includes the five mental hindrances: lust, anger, sleepiness, restlessness, and doubt, as well as the five sense-impressions: sights, sounds, tastes, smells, and touches. Some objects in this group are mental, some, material.
Reduced to their essentials, the Four Foundations of Mindfulness are
simply material phenomena (rupa) and mental phenomena (nama). But this
might sound as if anything whatsoever can be a valid object for
mindfulness. Not quite.
A valid object for mindfulness must be something that actually
exists, and is directly perceived in the present moment. It isn't
something that used to exist, or will exist in the future. As Ven.
Sujìva points out, it isn't imaginary, conceptual, or remembered. Nor is
it a name or a word.
Let's talk for a moment about mental phenomena, since these are the
hardest to understand. In the context of vipassana meditation, some
mental forms are "real," such as the intention to move the body, or a
feeling of aversion or desire. They are valid objects of mindfulness if
we observe them at the very moment in which they arise (instead of
remembering them afterwards). Mental phenomena that are not real in the
same sense are names, words, memories and fantasies.
But we should understand that during vipassana practice we won't
always be able to focus on a "real" or "correct" meditation object, even
if we try hard to do so. Sometimes we'll get lost in memories, or find
ourselves planning what we're going to do the next day. We might realize
we've been focusing on a word instead of on the actual phenomenon being
experienced. At times the mind will get caught up in imaginary
constructs. That's to be expected, and it's all right. We shouldn't get
upset when it happens. As soon as we're aware, we can begin again from
that point. All we need to do is label the event with an appropriate
mental note, such as "memory," "planning," or "imagining," and lightly
bring the mind back to the main meditation object.
In daily life our minds become obsessed with some forms and try to
get rid of others. Inevitably we like good feelings, beautiful sights,
pleasant sounds, delicious tastes, and fragrant smells, and dislike
unpleasant ones. Partiality reigns. Yet vipassana is the ultimate
democratic technique. Whether good or bad in conventional terms, all
objects are treated equally during meditation practice.
But it's not enough just to know which objects to observe. Having
identified the appropriate meditation objects, we need to understand
precisely how to observe them.
The way of focusing on objects in vipassana practice differs from
that of concentration meditation, and it's important to understand the
difference. In every present moment, the mind makes contact with, or knows, an object. In other words, the mind, the knower, experiences an object.
In order to have a complete foundation for mindfulness, a meditator
observes both the mind and its object in each moment. (But that doesn't
mean observing two objects at the same time. As we said earlier, a meditator observes only one object at a time.)
Put another way, a meditator observes the knowing. Or we could say, he observes: the mind in the act of knowing the object. It isn't as complicated as it sounds. As soon as we're aware of knowing an
object, we'll automatically be aware of the object, too. Consciousness
can't know itself. It has to have something outside itself to be aware of. The act of knowing cannot happen without some object "x" to be known.
So when we say, for example, "be aware of the rising motion," what
should be observed is, "knowing rising," or "the-act-of-knowing-rising."
That is true for all meditation objects, not just the abdominal
movements. The complete unit of observation is always "the-mind-knowing-x" or simply, "knowing x."
There is another important aspect to observing objects in insight
meditation. Every object we observe during vipassana practice arises,
persists, and then ends, and this entire development occurs within one
moment. This can be illustrated by a single step of the foot in basic
walking meditation. Every step has a clear beginning as you lift the
heel, a middle phase as the foot travels forward, and an end as you
place the foot down (these three phases segue into each other fluidly).
The entire progression happens in one moment, and our attention should
be sustained through the whole arc, from the instant of lifting the heel
all the way to the end. After the movement ends we let it go and focus
on the beginning of the next object. If we want to keep walking, we
would observe the beginning of the next step.
Although not all meditation objects will have such clearly distinct
phases as a single step does, we can use this example as a paradigm of
how to observe other objects, too, even mental events. Even though we
won't be able to do it clearly at first, our eventual aim during
meditation should be to observe every object in this manner, knowing it
with mindfulness from the instant of its arising all the way through to
its ending, right in the present moment. But remember, the cycle of
development we're speaking about occurs within a single moment, a single
instance of noticing, not across several moments. So the duration of
the whole process is very short—no more than two or three seconds,
sometimes much less. If you're a beginner, this will probably sound
quite puzzling. Please don't worry. As you gain experience practicing
meditation the meaning will gradually become clear. This is one of many
aspects of meditation that only truly becomes clear with practical
experience. But having an intellectual understanding beforehand can help
point you in the right direction.
To summarize how to observe objects in vipassana practice, we should:
1) observe realities, not concepts or names; 2) be aware of knowing each object; and 3) observe each object from beginning to end as it arises and disappears in the present moment.
Momentary Knowing
In insight meditation, objects should be observed momentarily. What
does "momentarily" mean? During meditation you should let go of an
object after focusing on it once. In other words, after observing
something for one moment, mentally let it go and then move on to the
next object (the "next object" might be a completely different form, or
it could be the same thing again if it's still occurring, like a feeling
of itchiness lasting a few minutes). An insight meditator focuses
moment-by-moment. As we said before, the motto is: "Focus and forget
it," or "know and let go."
Please don't misunderstand: we don't mean you have to change
to a different meditation object every single moment. Don't worry if
you're a little confused at this point. We'll explain further.
Some meditation objects only last a few seconds. Take the exercise of
watching the rising and falling movements, for example. We watch the
abdomen rise, and then the rising movement ends, only to be immediately
replaced by the falling movement, which is a different object.
Even if you want to observe the rising movement longer, you can't,
because it doesn't last more than a couple of seconds. After watching it
for a moment you have to change to observing the falling movement. And
then after a couple of seconds the falling movement changes to rising.
And so on. That's why you can't observe the rising movement or the
falling movement longer than one moment at a time.
But what if you're watching a meditation object that stays the same
for a longer time? How would you observe it from moment-to-moment? Let's
take the example of sound. Imagine that while observing the abdominal
movements you're distracted by the sound of a car alarm going off in the
street below. The noise continues for at least five minutes. You would
observe hearing the sound for one moment, and then drop it. But since
the sound would still be happening, you would observe the same sound a
second time, letting it go again—and so on, in a series of acts of
knowing. (Note: that doesn't mean you have to keep observing
the sound until it’s over. If the sound no longer disturbs your mind
after noting it once or twice, there'd be no reason to continue focusing
on it. You could then return to watching the abdominal movements).
The same thing applies to the other meditation objects. Students
sometimes get confused because we say a meditation exercise such as the
sitting posture can be practiced as long as forty-five minutes. In that
case, wouldn't a person focus on the sitting posture for the entire
meditation period?
In ordinary terms, yes. But again, we need to understand how to focus
from moment to moment during vipassana practice. Although for the sake
of communication we can talk about observing the sitting posture for
three-quarters of an hour, what we are actually doing during that time
is knowing sitting for a moment and letting it go, knowing sitting and
letting go, knowing and letting go, over and over again. It's the same
as in the example of the car alarm. Each instance of focusing lasts only
a moment. During those 45 minutes many individual acts of noticing
occur, and the mind starts over again with each one. Furthermore, in
between moments of knowing the sitting posture there may be times when
we notice a secondary object such as a thought, a sound, or an itch,
whenever those things pull our attention away. During a single
meditation session mindfulness may jump back and forth from one object
to another many times.
Most of us have seen jugglers at festivals or street fairs, and their
touch-and-go skill is a perfect example of how to focus on objects in
meditation. A juggler has to concentrate in order to catch each ball as
it comes around. He can't let himself get distracted by a noise in the
crowd or allow his gaze wander. He must know where to put his attention,
and then keep his mind on that spot. Likewise, a meditator has to
concentrate or he will get distracted from whatever object is appearing
in the present moment. That's the "focus" part of the equation.
Now for the "forget it" part: as soon as a juggler catches one ball
he lets it go immediately or his hand won't be free to catch the next
one. He keeps his attention moving, "jumping" from one object to the
next. In the same way, as soon a meditator notes an object he drops it,
or else he'll miss the next present moment. His attention doesn't cling
to anything. Like the juggler's, his experience is touch-and-go, touch-and-go.
In the ultimate sense, reality is a series of different phenomena
coming into being and dying out one after another, very fast. For that
reason our attention has to keep moving to the next thing in order to
keep up. Mindfulness is always moving to know the next object that
appears. It drops the last moment in order to know what is arising in
the next present moment.
Exercise 5: Sitting - Touching
In this exercise your attention switches back and forth between two
primary meditation objects. The first object is the sitting posture
itself, as described above.
For the second object, find a point on your right or left buttock
where you can feel the contact of the floor. That will be the touching
point. The idea is to "touch" this spot with your mind—i.e., to bring
your awareness to focus on that point, momentarily. During this exercise
ignore the rising-falling motions.
Adopt one of the sitting postures. As described above, observe the
sitting posture for one moment, focusing, if you wish, on your hands in
your lap. In the next moment move your mind to the touch point and
observe the contact. (Note: we are referring to mental contact, not
physical—the contact of the mind "touching" the point.) Your attention
will "jump" from the sitting posture to the touch-point.
Keep alternating between them from one moment to the next, noting, "sitting, touching, sitting, touching, sitting, touching."
Focus on each object approximately the same length of time—about
one-and-a-half to three seconds, or roughly as long as it takes to say
the mental note. (Another way to think of it is: focus on sitting for
roughly the duration of one rising motion of the abdomen. The same with
touching.) Don't try to be precise about the length of each moment. Just
observe the posture for as long as it takes to say "sitting" a little
more slowly than normal and you'll be fine. That is one moment. Then
note the touch point for about the same length of time, saying
"touching." And back to knowing sitting again, one time. Then touching,
for one moment. Back and forth. Practice this exercise anywhere from
twenty minutes to one hour.
During a meditation retreat, observe the touch point on the right
side of the body for one meditation session and the left side the next,
alternating sides throughout the day. In your regular daily practice you
can do the left side one day, the right side the next.

Exercise 6: Rising - Falling- Sitting
Once you feel comfortable with the rising-falling and
sitting-touching exercises individually, you can begin to combine them
as in this exercise. Like a juggler adding another ball, you add a third
object to give mindfulness more "work" to do. If you have noticed a
pronounced gap between the rising and falling movements in Exercise 1,
you're ready to add "sitting." (But that doesn't mean you have to
practice this exercise all the time from now on. Even advanced
meditators still use Exercise 1 as their main meditation exercise).
Adopt one of the sitting postures. Observe one rising and one falling
motion of the abdomen. Before breathing in again, focus on the sitting
posture for one moment, taking a mental "snapshot" of the pose.
Eventually the duration of these three moments should be roughly equal,
but when first learning the exercise they are often uneven. That's all
right, as long as none of the moments is longer than about three
seconds. (Note that sitting is observed in between falling and rising,
so do not breathe in while observing sitting.)
After observing the sitting posture one time, start over with rising again. Keep going in sequence: rising, falling, sitting; rising, falling, sitting. Use the corresponding mental notes: "rising," "falling," "sitting."
At first you might have to hold your breath for a moment in order to
fit the sitting object between the old falling and the new rising
motion. But with practice there will be a natural space long enough in
which to observe the posture. Practice this exercise for a minimum of
twenty minutes, working up to forty-five minutes or one hour.

Exercise 7: Rising-Falling-Sitting-Touching
Once you feel comfortable with exercises five and six you can add a
fourth object, combining the rising-falling and sitting-touching
exercises. Adopt one of the sitting postures. Observe one rising and one
falling motion of the abdomen. Before breathing in again, observe the
sitting posture for one moment. Then (also before breathing in) focus on
the touch point at the buttocks. In total there are four objects
observed in sequence: 1) rising, 2) falling, 3) sitting, 4) touching.
These should be of roughly equal duration. Do not breathe while
observing sitting and touching. After you note touching, start over with
rising again.
Continue the sequence, using the mental notes "rising," "falling,"
"sitting," "touching," if you wish. Observe each object for
about one-and-a-half to three seconds each time (or about as long as the
duration of one rising motion). At first, as in Exercise 6, you may
have to hold your breath slightly in order to fit sitting and touching
between the falling and rising motions. But with practice, conditions
will balance by themselves and you will be able to fit in all four
objects without having to consciously adjust your breathing.

(Suitable for beginners if practiced a short time only, or when ill)
During a meditation retreat, when devoting the entire day to
vipassana, it's important to practice in all four postures: sitting,
walking, standing, and lying down. Not that you should spend equal time
in each pose. Typically, sitting and walking are practiced anywhere from
thirty to sixty minutes at a time, standing and lying down, from five
to fifteen.
Only an advanced meditator can practice lying down for long periods
without getting sleepy or losing mindfulness. And although standing can
be practiced longer, it's usually too uncomfortable for the novice to
maintain for long periods.
In the beginning, therefore, unless you are ill, do not exceed the
fifteen-minute maximum for lying down. Change into the reclining pose
slowly and mindfully, following the step-by-step technique of stopping
between movements.
As you change from standing to lying down, note each small action:
observe the sensation of contact as you bend each knee to the floor and
lower the torso. Move the legs one at a time, placing one on top of the
other. Note the contact there, too. Label these actions with the word
"moving."
Lie on your side, with the arm closest to the floor extended under
your head or on the floor in front of the chest, the uppermost arm
resting against the side of the body. (You may place a pillow under your
head).
Now observe the lying down posture, taking repeated mental snapshots,
as with sitting. As you do so, note "lying" or "lying down." Ignore the
rising-falling motions.
For a more detailed explanation of how to observe bodily posture, please see Exercise 4.
Alternatively, instead of the posture itself you can observe the
rising and falling abdominal movements (but do not also watch the
posture. Choose one or the other). You can also practice the hand
motions exercise while lying on your back. In that case, ignore the
posture and abdominal movements and observe only the movement of the
hands.

Exercise 9: The Standing Posture
(Suitable for beginners)
As with sitting and lying down, the meditation object here is the
posture itself. You might want to practice this exercise for five, ten
or fifteen minutes before doing walking meditation. Stand straight with
the arms held in front of the body, one hand clasping the wrist of the
other; or clasp the hands behind your back.
Your eyes may be open or closed. If you open your eyes, don't pay
attention to what you're seeing. Let your attention stay with the
kinesthetic "feel" of the posture. If you wish, you may focus on one
area of the body, such as the soles of your feet. Now take a mental
"snapshot" of the posture, noting "standing." Ignore the rising-falling
motions. Just keep observing standing, being aware of knowing the
posture from moment-to-moment.
For a more detailed explanation of how to observe posture, please see Exercise 4.

If You Experience Bliss
Some students experience strong feelings of rapture, peace or bliss
at a certain stage in meditation practice. If this happens to you, don't
get excited. Just note the bliss or peace as you would any other
object. Don't cling to the feeling (but neither should you try to avoid
it). Like everything else, blissful or peaceful feelings should be known
with impartial attention. Then let them go.
As one teacher cautions, meditators who fail to notice pleasant
feelings impartially, thinking, "'After all, these are good things,'
will ultimately find themselves in difficult straits, unable to advance
in meditation." (Ven. Mahathera Matara, The Seven Stages of Purification, p. 39).
There's nothing wrong with good feelings; but it's their nature to
pass away. Trying to make them last will only disturb your mind and
prevent you from gaining the higher levels of insight.
Even if the bliss is stronger than any happiness you've ever known,
you shouldn't mistake it for enlightenment, or even an advanced level of
insight. Generally speaking, blissful feelings arise at a relatively
early stage in vipassana practice. The peace that comes from maturing
insight, which is independent of the presence or absence of pleasant feeling
(sukha vedana), is quite different from the blissful states that may
occur in the earlier stages of vipassana-knowledge. The latter are
temporary, pleasurable feelings which alternate with neutral or
unpleasant feelings. When the pleasant feeling ends the meditator may be
unhappy or irritated because he wants to have the feeling again. But a
highly experienced vipassana meditator is able to transcend attachment
to feeling so as to be free and perfectly content no matter what kinds
of sensations are present, even unpleasant ones. The remarkable freedom
and ease of nonattachment are superior to the happiness of pleasant
feelings that arise and pass away.
Desire is Not Your Guide
Be aware that a pleasant feeling during vipassana meditation doesn't
necessarily mean you are practicing correctly (nor does an unpleasant
feeling mean the opposite). Good or bad feelings are not reliable guides
in insight meditation. Neither are your moods and desires. The
important thing is whether mindfulness can know and let go of whatever
is happening in the present moment, be it good or bad, even if the
"thing going on" is anger, anxiety, pain, or another unpleasant state.
Your ability to simply be aware, with equanimity, of whatever is
happening now, is the yardstick by which to judge your practice. So
don't become self-satisfied if you feel blissful, or discouraged if your
meditation is uncomfortable. Just ask yourself, "Am I aware of what is
going on from moment to moment, whether good or bad, and letting it go,
without clinging to it or feeling aversion?" If the answer is yes, be
assured you are getting benefit that will increase day by day.
But some people, when angry or worried, say, "I'm too upset to
meditate right now." They think we should wait to practice vipassana
until after the mind has calmed down. That's like a patient with a
life-threatening infection claiming he is too sick to take medicine.
He'll take it after the infection is gone. By that time, of course, he
wouldn't need it, having died already. Vipassana practice is medicine
for the mind. If our minds were already calm and free of delusion, we wouldn't need it.
Although there will be days when you won't want to meditate, don't
give in to your moods and practice only when you feel like it. Vipassana
should be regarded as something necessary, as essential as taking
medicine when we are sick, or brushing our teeth every day. We don't do
those things because they are great fun, but in order to keep the body
healthy. Meditation makes the mind healthy. There is only one time to do
it: today.
As with any other skill, progress in vipassana meditation requires
self-discipline. It's no different from excelling in a sport or playing a
musical instrument. No one would expect to become a concert pianist,
for example, if he only practiced the piano when he really felt like it.
Perhaps you feel peaceful when doing sitting meditation, but not when
doing the walking exercise. You might decide to give up walking because
it doesn't "work" for you. Or perhaps you sit down to meditate for
forty-five minutes, but after a quarter of an hour you switch to a
different technique because you feel bored. "Maybe the other exercise
will make me feel peaceful or happy," you think. The grass always looks
greener, doesn't it?
We're not implying you need to practice every exercise on this
website, or always meditate forty-five minutes. The point is to be
scrupulously honest with yourself and let intelligence, instead of your
momentary desires and moods, guide your decisions. Don't allow desire to
control your meditation practice.
But how should you decide which exercises to practice? Although
occasionally it's good to try a new exercise as a way of testing
mindfulness, for the most part you should stick with the exercise(s) in
which mindfulness is able to observe the meditation object most clearly.
If you practice the more advanced exercises before you're ready, you'll
only become frustrated and won't progress as quickly. Mindfulness has
to build up gradually. As we said before, beginners are encouraged to
start with the rising and falling and/or the hand motions exercises.
They can also practice the basic walking step, and some of the other
exercises for short amounts of time as noted.
Paying Respect to the Teachings
(Optional)
In the Buddhist tradition it is customary to pay respect to the
Buddha and his teachings at the start of each meditation session.
Non-Buddhists may skip this step.
The instructions for paying respect are as follows. (These movements should be performed slowly and mindfully):
- Begin with hands on the knees, palms facing downward.
- Slowly rotate the right hand laterally (to your right) until it is resting on edge, perpendicular to the knee. There should be no space between the fingers. Stop completely for a moment.
- Raise your hand straight up about seven or eight inches. Stop.
- Without changing its position relative to the arm, slowly move your hand toward the midline of the body until it's in front of the chest. Stop.
- Move the left hand as you did the right. Rotate it laterally (to your left) until it's perpendicular on the knee. Stop.
- Raise the left hand straight up about seven or eight inches. Stop.
- Bring the left hand toward the midline of the body, until it's in front of the chest. Stop.
- Press the palms together, fingertips pointing to the ceiling. Stop.
- Bend the head in a small bow, thinking, "May I pay respect to the Buddha (wisdom), the Dhamma (ultimate reality), and the sangha (the company of enlightened beings)." Or devise your own phrase to express something like this: "May I pay respect to the teachings and the teachers of vipassana meditation, beginning with the Buddha himself."
- Now you will repeat the above motions in reverse order (with one small difference). Raise your head. Stop.
- Move the right hand back out until it's poised over the knee. The hand is still perpendicular. Stop.
- Lower the hand until it's an inch or so above the knee. Stop.
- Bring the right hand straight down until the lateral side of the little finger touches the knee. Stop.
- Rotate the hand medially until the palm is resting on the knee. Stop.
- Repeat steps 11-14 with the left hand, making sure to stop after each movement.
The Moral Precepts
The way to be free of suffering, the Buddha said, is to develop
ourselves in three areas: morality, concentration, and wisdom. The last
two aspects are addressed by meditation practice. But these in turn rest
on a foundation of morality.
Without some degree of restraint in our behavior, the mind will be
too troubled to concentrate and meditate effectively. By adhering to a
code of wholesome behavior, however, meditation practice will progress
smoothly.
Morality, called "sila" in Pali, is addressed by the precepts. The
following five precepts are the Buddhist guidelines for the layperson.
We encourage everyone to follow them. Note that the fifth precept is to
abstain from alcohol. That doesn't mean you cannot practice vipassana
meditation unless you give up drinking. You might begin by following the
first four precepts while gradually decreasing your alcohol intake. You
could add the last precept whenever you felt ready. The reason for this
precept is to avoid the loss of mindfulness leading to unwholesome
speech and behavior which often occurs with drunkenness and
recreational-drug use.
The precepts below are given in Pali first, then English, but it's
fine to say them in English only. If you wish you can repeat these
precepts aloud every morning while concentrating on them with your eyes
closed. If you happen to break a precept, take all five precepts over
again. And be sure to forgive yourself. Nobody's perfect.
The Five Precepts
- Panatipata veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from killing any creature (including insects).
- Adinnadana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from stealing.
- Kamesu micchacara veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct (i.e., sexual relations with someone other than my spouse, or with a married, engaged, underage person, etc.). Any sexual action that hurts another can be considered sexual misconduct.
- Musavada veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from lying and harmful speech (the latter includes harsh speech, gossip, and idle chatter).
- Surameraya majja pamadatthana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from consuming alcohol and using recreational drugs, which lead to carelessness. (This does not include drugs used as medicine.)
Meditators usually take the eight precepts during vipassana retreats.
You can also take them on so-called uposatha days (days of the half,
full or quarter moon), weekends, or any time you choose.
The Eight Precepts
- Panatipata veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from killing any creature (including insects).
- Adinnadana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from stealing.
- Kamesu micchacara veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct (i.e., sexual relations with someone other than my spouse, or with a married, engaged, underage person, etc). Any sexual action that hurts another can be considered sexual misconduct.
- Musavada veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from lying and harmful speech (the latter includes harsh speech, gossip, and idle chatter).
- Surameraya majja pamadatthana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from consuming alcohol and using recreational drugs, which lead to carelessness (this does not include drugs used as medicine).
- Vikalabhojana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from eating after noon.
- Naccagita vadita visukadassana mala gandha vilepana dharana mandana vibhusanatthana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from entertainment, beautification and adornment (watching movies, listening to music, etc., using cosmetics, and wearing jewelry).
- Uccasayana mahasayana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami. I take the precept to refrain from sleeping in a very soft, luxurious bed.
A Natural Method
Unlike some types of meditation, in vipassana we don't focus on a
special object like a candle flame or a colored disc. No external props
are used. Our own bodies and minds provide all the meditation objects
needed. And since vipassana can be done while moving the body, advanced
students can practice mindfulness anywhere, under any circumstances, not
only during formal meditation sessions. (However, mindfulness in daily
life differs in some ways from the mindfulness of formal meditation
practice. For an explanation, please see the section, "Mindfulness in
Daily Life" at the end of this article.)
Based on the idea that vipassana is a more natural practice than
other types of meditation (since mindfulness can be applied at any
time), some students develop wrong ideas and expectations about it. For
example, some meditators dislike the hand motions and advanced walking
exercises on the grounds they are not "natural" enough. This is to
become too attached to a concept of what insight meditation should be.
Actually, there is no qualitative difference between a spontaneous
movement and the slower, deliberate movements of the hands and feet in
the step-by-step vipassana method. Bodily motion has the same properties
whenever it appears. But there is an important practical difference:
Most beginners gain mindfulness more quickly when observing slower,
step-by-step movements, which is why we teach this form of vipassana.
Also, it is easier to see the cause-and-effect relationship between mind
and body with this method.
Any form of meditation is merely a technique for training the mind,
not an end in itself. When we think about it, there is no such thing as a
wholly natural method, because a method is by definition applied
deliberately. The most natural technique is still a technique.
Even with the most natural method, the student doesn't sit back and
let nature take its course. Effort must still be made to go against the
stream of habit and bring the mind back to the present moment, over and
over again. The meditator doesn't use force, but gentle persistence.
That persistence is right effort, which is necessary because getting
lost in thoughts of the past and future is the most natural thing in the
world.
That said, it can be helpful to practice more naturally at times in
order to test mindfulness, as long as we understand this technique
correctly and don't cling to it. This method is especially helpful for
advanced meditators undertaking intensive retreats. Toward the end of a
meditation retreat of several weeks or months, Achan Sobin often tells
students to alternate between the step-by-step technique and a more
natural way of meditating. When practicing the latter method the student
does not adopt a special posture. He sits and walks as he would in
daily life, except a little more slowly. The student follows this method
for one or more days and then switches to the step-by-step technique.
He continues to alternate between the two methods until a high level of
insight arises. But again, this back-and-forth approach is usually
applied during intensive retreats of all-day meditation, not when only
practicing an hour or so per day.
We do not recommend the natural method for beginners, because their
mindfulness and concentration are weak. Most beginning meditators
progress more quickly with the step-by-step method.
The Buddha taught that until we completely eliminate the unwholesome
tendencies in our minds any system of mental purification will go
against some of our inclinations. Once the mind is fully purified,
however, we'll no longer need to meditate. Mindfulness will arise
spontaneously. Then we'll truly be able to live naturally without
experiencing—or causing—any mental suffering.
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Mindful Eating
During an intensive vipassana retreat you should try to maintain
mindfulness twenty-four-hours per day, except when sleeping. Do
everything slowly. Be as aware as possible during every activity: when
walking to the hall, using the bathroom, making your bed, getting
dressed, opening a door, brushing your teeth, drinking water, and so on.
If you don't maintain continuity of awareness you'll be starting from
zero again and again. But mindfulness increases exponentially when it's
continuous. That principle applies to mealtimes as well.
Mindful eating is no less important than sitting meditation, because
insight-knowledge can arise at any time. During a meditation retreat,
instead of viewing mealtimes as opportunities to take a break and ease
up on mindfulness, regard them as golden opportunities for practice. The
desire in the mind is often much clearer during meals than at any other
time of day. To see desire in action is an important aspect of
vipassana meditation.
Some preliminary instructions for mindful eating: since it takes much
longer to eat a meal this way, be sure to allow at least one to two
hours. Walk to the table slowly and mindfully. Note any tendency to
hurry, induced by the desire for food. If you are carrying a plate, put
it on the table before sitting down, noting "placing." Then with the
hands clasped in front of the body, stand beside the chair for a moment,
noting "standing."
Next, extend your hand and touch the chair back, being aware of the
feeling of contact as your hand touches the chair. Pull the chair out.
Move your hand back to your body and clasp the hands together again.
Note "intending to sit," and then sit down slowly. Stop moving for a
moment, and then scoot your chair toward the table. Adjust the chair
until you're comfortable.
During a meditation retreat it is customary to pay respect before the
meal, expressing gratitude for the food. Place your hands in the
"respect" position (see "Paying Respect to the Teachings"). Next, say
something like this, either silently or aloud: "May this food give me
energy to continue practicing mindfulness from moment-to-moment, until I
am completely free of suffering. May I share the merit I've gained from
meditation practice with the person who prepared this food, and with
all beings."
Then bring your hands back from the "respect" position step-by-step,
ending with your palms on your knees. Except for paying respect, meals
are conducted in silence during an intensive meditation retreat.
Instructions for Mindful Eating
- Look at the food, noting "seeing."
- Notice whether or not you are hungry.
- Note "intending to move."
- Turn your right or left hand laterally until it's resting on edge, perpendicular to the knee. Stop.
- Raise your hand straight up until it's more or less at table-height. Stop.
- Move your hand forward toward the fork or spoon. Stop.
- Grasp the fork, being aware of the sensation of touch as you do so. Stop.
- Lift the fork. Stop.
- Move the fork toward the food. Stop.
- Place a bite of food on the fork. Stop.
- Slowly raise the fork to your mouth. Stop.
- Touch the fork to your lips. Stop.
- Open your mouth. Stop.
- Put the food in your mouth. Notice the feel of your lips touching the fork, and the contact or temperature of the food on the tongue. Don't let yourself chew yet. Stop.
- Lower your hand slowly. Stop.
- Place the fork on your plate. Stop.
- Return your hand to your knee. (You still haven't begun to chew.)
- Chew the food. Flavor will appear. Mentally try to isolate the flavor from the tactile mass of the food, the movement of your mouth, and any desire that arises. Flavor is its own object, separate from all these things. If the flavor is strong you should focus on it. But if the flavor is bland, focus on the movement of the jaw or tongue. Note "moving," "tasting," "desire," "touch," and so on, as appropriate.
- As you swallow, note "swallowing."
- Be aware your mouth is empty.
- Notice whether or not you feel full.
- Note the intention to take another bite.
- Repeat steps 1-22. (Although mental notes were not given for all the steps, you may wish to add them, labeling "moving" for steps 3-5 and so on.)
If you need both hands to cut something, focus your attention on one
hand only. Apply the same step-by-step procedure to drinking: observe
the intention first; extend your hand; grasp the cup; move the cup
toward you; take a sip of water; and finally, bring the cup back to the
table, stopping completely after each action.
When mindfulness and insight are strong you may not recognize what
you are eating. This experience is a revelation. Instead of green beans
or rice on the plate, you see only color. Rather than meat or cheese,
you taste an unnamed burst of sensation. This experience is difficult to
describe, but if it happens you will immediately understand what we are
talking about.
The step-by-step eating technique is intended mainly for meditation
retreats. During daily life it usually isn't practical to eat this way,
except on special days or when you have free time on the weekends. When
you are unable to eat in the step-by-step manner just use general
mindfulness to be aware of what you are doing as you eat the meal.
Sharing Merit and Lovingkindness (Metta)
At the end of a meditation retreat it is customary to share "merit"
and loving-kindness (metta) with all beings so everyone may benefit from
your meditation practice. You can do this after your regular morning or
evening meditation, too. Say whatever words seem suitable to you, such
as: "May I share the benefit of my vipassana practice with all beings,
so they may be free of mental and physical suffering. May all beings be
well and happy." Or, with your hands in the "respect" position, you can
repeat the traditional Pali sequence, given below.
The Pali Formula for Sharing Lovingkindness:
Sabbe satta (sah BAY sah TAH)
Avera hontu (AH ver ah hone too)
Sabbe satta (sah BAY sah TAH)
Abayapajjha hontu (ah bai YAH pah jah hone too)
Sabbe satta (sah BAY sah TAH)
Anigha hontu (ah nee gah hone too)
Sukhi attanam (sook ee ah tah nang)
Pariharantu (par ee har ohn too)
Avera hontu (AH ver ah hone too)
Sabbe satta (sah BAY sah TAH)
Abayapajjha hontu (ah bai YAH pah jah hone too)
Sabbe satta (sah BAY sah TAH)
Anigha hontu (ah nee gah hone too)
Sukhi attanam (sook ee ah tah nang)
Pariharantu (par ee har ohn too)
Translation: May all beings living in the ten corners of samsara,
undergoing the suffering of birth, aging, sickness and death, be happy
and free from hatred and anxiety. May they be happy and free from all
physical and mental suffering.
Idham no (ee dam no)
Natinam (nah tee nam)
Hontu (hone too)
Sukhita (sook ee tah)
Hontu yatayo (hone too yah tai yo)
Natinam (nah tee nam)
Hontu (hone too)
Sukhita (sook ee tah)
Hontu yatayo (hone too yah tai yo)
Translation: I share this merit with my family. May they be well and happy.
Idam me (ee dam may)
Punna bhagam (puhn yah bah gahm)
Sabbha (sah bah)
Sattanam (sah tah nam)
Demi (day mee)
Punna bhagam (puhn yah bah gahm)
Sabbha (sah bah)
Sattanam (sah tah nam)
Demi (day mee)
Translation: I share this merit with all beings. May all beings be well and happy.
Idam me (ee dam may)
Vipassana (vih pah sah nuh)
Kusalam (koo sah lahm)
Asava (ah sah vah)
Khayavaham (kai yah vuh hum)
Hotu (Ho too)
Vipassana (vih pah sah nuh)
Kusalam (koo sah lahm)
Asava (ah sah vah)
Khayavaham (kai yah vuh hum)
Hotu (Ho too)
Translation: May the merit from my practice of vipassana eliminate the desire, hatred and delusion in my mind.
After saying these words it is traditional to bow three times: first
to the Buddha (wisdom), second to the Dhamma (ultimate truth) and third
to the sangha (the company of enlightened beings).
Mindfulness in Daily Life
Many students ask us how to practice vipassana in daily life. In
order to understand how to apply mindfulness to our everyday activities
we first have to know that in daily life meditators focus on a different
type of object than in formal meditation.
Ideally, the objects of mindfulness during formal meditation are bare
sense-data: mere sensations of bodily movement, sound, color, feeling
and so forth, without names (the mental notes have a different purpose
than the ordinary names of objects, and are only used as a temporary
training device). We don't add any descriptions to the pure sensations.
Because of this, an advanced meditator may not recognize what he is
seeing, hearing, or otherwise experiencing. For example, when hearing a
sound he will clearly be aware of the act of hearing, but he won't
identify the noise as a barking dog, a motorcycle engine, or whatever it
may be in ordinary terms (don't worry: the recognition of
sense-perceptions returns as soon as one stops meditating).
But in daily life we have to be aware of the names of things or we'd
be unable to function. It is necessary to recognize and distinguish one
sight or sound from another, and apply the correct language to each. We
have to know, for instance, that a certain sound signifies a ringing
phone, not the call of a bird. And we often have to think in much more
complex, abstract ways. Even a simple task like preparing a meal would
be impossible when perceiving pure color-patches. When fixing supper we
have to distinguish a tomato from a carrot, a knife from a spoon, and so
on.
In addition, during daily life we almost always have to move faster
than we do in formal meditation, and so we don't have an opportunity to
observe our bodily movements clearly, step-by-step, as in formal
meditation practice.
Most of the time in ordinary life, then, we perceive what is called
"conventional reality," which simply means the familiar, everyday world
of named things. This itself becomes the object of awareness.
During your daily activities, just be aware of what you are doing in
the ordinary sense. For instance, "now I'm washing dishes," "now I'm
typing," "now I'm walking," "now I'm driving," "now I'm talking," "now
I'm cutting vegetables for dinner," and so on. You don't have to
verbalize it. Just swing your attention back to whatever is happening
right here in the present. Focus on the general activity at hand rather
than getting lost in memories or fantasizing about the future.
Throughout the day keep bringing your mind back to the present, asking
yourself, "What is happening right now?" or "What am I doing now, this
very moment?" At times, if you find it helpful, you can label your
activities with a mental note.
Even in daily life, however, there will be times when you aren't
performing an activity and don't need to engage in conceptual thinking,
such as when riding on the bus or waiting in line at a store. You can
take advantage of those moments by being mindful of the rising-falling
movements of the abdomen or observing your posture, even if only for a
minute or two.
To sum up, mindfulness in daily life is mostly a matter of general
awareness, dotted with short periods of focusing on bare
sense-impressions as conditions allow.
However, in daily life it is usually more important to focus on the
mind rather than on bodily movements, because the defilements that might
cause wrong speech or behavior arise in the mind, not the body. Wrong
behavior isn't much of a concern during vipassana practice since we're
just sitting or walking quietly, not interacting with anyone. Formal
meditation is the time for training the mind, for strengthening
mindfulness. But ordinary life is the testing-ground. Daily life is
filled with situations that might provoke us into unwholesome speech and
behavior. This is when we get to see if the mind reacts differently
than it used to. Are we less up and down? Do we let go of things more
quickly? When unpleasant events happen, is there less suffering? Do we
know ourselves better? Do we keep our attention in the present moment
more, and get lost in memories less? In daily life we should especially
try to be aware whenever the mind is disturbed by a strong emotion,
including attachment or aversion, labeling the impulse with a mental
note. "Aversion" includes jealousy, fear, and anger, which are all forms
of wanting to get rid of something. By seeing the impulse soon enough
we can stop it from getting stronger and further upsetting the mind.
There is another aspect to mindfulness in daily life, which is called
"clear comprehension," a type of skillful understanding. Applied to
daily life it means being aware of the motivations for, and the purpose
and results of, our speech and actions. The Buddha taught that before
speaking we should ask ourselves whether the words are true or false,
harmful or helpful. Before criticizing a co-worker, for example, we
should decide whether the remark would truly be useful or would just
hurt the person. If not helpful we should refrain from saying it, even
if it's true. This mental examination doesn't have to take long. It can
be done in just a second or two before speaking.
It is even more important to consider our actions before performing
them, to avoid doing anything harmful and breaking the moral precepts.
Throughout the day we should try to cultivate only wholesome speech and
actions. The more we practice mindfulness, the more clearly we will see
the hidden motives—selfish or otherwise—behind our speech and actions.
Often we'll immediately know whether our motives are wholesome or
unwholesome.
As we gain more experience we can apply clear comprehension to
thoughts as well, trying to deliberately cultivate wholesome thoughts
based on wisdom, loving-kindness and compassion, and gently letting go
of unwholesome thoughts by not dwelling on or repeating them. At the
same time, we should remember never to judge ourselves for having
unwholesome thoughts. Everyone who is not yet fully enlightened has bad
thoughts at times. We cannot control them. But that doesn't mean we
should act on them. When an unwholesome thought arises we can just be
aware it has appeared and then gently let it go. By "catching" these
thoughts as soon as they arise, they'll have less chance of getting
stronger and influencing our speech and behavior.
Whenever strong negative emotions such as anger or fear arise in
daily life a meditator can always use the very effective technique of
mental noting. As soon as you're aware of the anger, simply note "anger,
anger," a few times, and then try to let the emotion go. If the anger
is still there, continue to observe the feeling without getting involved
or caught up in it. Try to separate your awareness from the anger.
Merely watch the emotion as if you were standing outside of it. If you
continue watching it impartially, without getting caught up or acting on
it through wrong speech, it will change and, sooner or later,
disappear. You will see this for yourself. All emotions and mental
states are impermanent. A few minutes from now you'll probably be
thinking of something else and the emotion may have vanished completely.
Reminding yourself of this when a strong emotion overtakes you can be a
great help.
There are other methods for skillfully dealing with negative emotions
in daily life. If we believe, for example, that someone is unfairly
angry with us, instead of retaliating we can try to reflect along these
lines: "a person who is angry harms his own mind. Anger feels
very uncomfortable. It burns. An angry person is totally agitated and
never at peace. Whether or not it hurts anyone else, anger always
hurts the one who's angry. Why should I hurt myself by getting angry in
return?" By habitually reflecting like this, our anger will diminish
more quickly.
Reflecting wisely on the Buddha's teaching of kamma (karma) can also
help diminish anger, jealousy, and other negative emotions. The Buddhist
suttas describe many ways for dealing with unwholesome emotions in
daily life, which are too numerous to explain here. In his booklet The Elimination of Anger,
Ven. K. Piyatissa Thera describes eight ways to counteract anger, all
taken from the Buddhist suttas. These are skillful techniques we can use
immediately, at any time. In the long-term, however, the only permanent
method for overcoming anger, anxiety, depression, fear and other
negative emotions is to practice vipassana meditation.
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